Doorways to infinity 09/10/2010
heartbreak is usually an experience i think i know well. sadness, despondency, tears, loops of 'i'm not good enough' and all sorts of elements that may give the impression of smallness, of tightness in the body. of doom, of endings. what is it? i noticed as i was moving towards wanting to write, there was this big openness, a vast wide open space with it all. heartbreak or whatever i call the feeling of hopefulness for someone or something and the collapse of it, is surprisingly pretty endless pretty big, and unbound by anything. just here with no resolution to it. so many flavors to reality, experience who we are. Doorways to infinity. each state, emotion, thought, seemingly appearing one way on the surface, morphing into all sorts of other shapes and possibilities when a closer look is taken. maybe i never wanted what i thought i wanted. maybe i did. maybe it doesn't really matter, and what matters is what is revealed in the process. i want fullness and fullness is here all around, fullness and richness are not hidden, are in plain view and are forever here, in every form Reality shows up in infinite forms, infinite ways of revealing it self to it self, how incredible! how profound. what a trip. everywhere you look the possibility to recognize THIS! |
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